8 July 2012
As you have probably been reading I have a few issues at present in the old work situation. After having only just moved jobs into what I thought was a better company I find myself believing I may have misjudged the situation. I thought I was coming into the company on a very…
5 June 2012
There is a huge issue I have with planning things. I'm sure my psychologist would hone in on this and explain its my mums fault for not breast feeding me into my teens. Anyway I seem to go through spats of trying to organise myself but then run into huge conflict with myself.…
27 May 2012
So yet another week of my life has passed and here I am again, different Starbucks, but same message. This week has been an improvement on last. In last weeks episode things were somewhat bleak... this week well things are still bleak, there are still issues with the job, and…
21 May 2012
As the events of the weekend show, sometimes you can give all that you have until there is pretty much nothing left to give and people can still treat you badly. Manchester was good, whilst I was there completely on my own I did enjoy my own company. I long discovered life is…
19 May 2012
Starbucks has become the common place for me to write these entries, mainly because of the free internet access, but also they are not too bad at coffee (I admit Nero is better but I aint going hunting!). There are a few things in my life I have tried to balance, one obvious one…
16 May 2012
I didnt sleep well last night.... in fact ive not been sleeping well for weeks... im not sure what it is... I cant really put my finger on it but things may seem well on the surface but there is an underlying issue somewhere. I have tried to tire myself out, last week I ran 25km…
30 April 2012
Im bloody aweful when it comes to people... well a certain type of people anyway! The way my brain works is very simple... if I can talk about things I know about I am generally ok... otherwise I enter panic mode and kinda stutter and stumble. So heres the general gist of how…
19 March 2012
Here we are for the second to last time possibly ever. On my way to Dusseldorf onboard an A319 British Airways club class flight listening to me blue sky while staring out of the window over a beautiful sunny blue German sky, all paid for by vodafone. Yes it's my last week of my…