I didnt sleep well last night.... in fact ive not been sleeping well for weeks... im not sure what it is... I cant really put my finger on it but things may seem well on the surface but there is an underlying issue somewhere. I have tried to tire myself out, last week I ran 25km in a week, but this has not helped... ive tried drinking herbal tea... but nah stll there. So to try and solve the problem a little bit of internal digging... do I feel terribly unhappy... well not really... ok things aint brilliant.. but hey they could be a billion times worse! I just feel there is a lack of positivity! I did the health checkup earlier this week to ensure I havent caught anything that could be causing this, but that was all good... I should have been overjoyed that day that I managed to get through blood test and all that jazz without much of a hitch.. but actually I didnt care. Maybe its apathy? Yeah could well be... just been sick of being a little lonely... working my ass off with little social interaction and almost zero social life!