So... having spent many years externalising my issues to a public blog the time has come to go and internalise these... the rationale for this is that the blog was designed to help me and others... but in actuality there are only three people who read this as I have only ever given the link to three people. So I will still write a blog but the blog will be my own personal blog, not published and not externally viewable. I would like to thank the three people for taking the time to read these over the years, and give on final update: - New job is going ok... ish - Love life still shit but im trying - Family life has degraded into almost a friendship... but hey... On the whole I am ok with what I have.... and pleased things have at least changed over the years, and maybe I may have also changed as a person... maybe even for the better! Dale x