I don't know what is up with me today.... No really.... Feel super despondent, lethargic, shit, and annoyed.... and I can't work out why? Actually I think I may be sick - yes I think I am sick. Maybe depressed. Had the option to go and have fun with someone and didn't want to.... was supposed to go and have food at friends and didn't feel like it. Supposed to be writing a program for a customer and cannot start it... have tried several times and just can't get with it! Maybe I lay in bed for a bit and see if things feel better. If not then maybe I will have shower then head off to the hotel in Newbury ready for tomorrow's joys :(