26 August 2025
Post the traumatic break up with my ex I did not know what to do with myself, but absolutely hated where I lived in KEW in Birmingham, and hated Birmingham as I was living and working with my own little company in the same place. I blamed the breakup on myself as my environment…
25 August 2025
We met through a mutual friend (another Chris) who was a lovely guy but edging on the side of crazy... Our friend Chris lived in Watford and had a shop in a garden centre that can only be described as "new age shit" with magic crystals that would heal you etc. I ended up meeting…
21 August 2025
Why do I end up being the person that tries to help everyone? I went to Gear Blast again this year and ran into Mitch. Now Mitch is a lovely guy, but at that point in his life where he does not know what the hell he is doing. Unfortunately he lost his job as a result of being…
14 June 2015
Its probably no surprise to people who know me that I have some "interesting" activities I get up to sexually. But I must say that my view on these activities are slightly different to what others have... let me explain! I like rubber, leather, bondage and things like that. The…
11 May 2015
I don't know what is up with me today.... No really.... Feel super despondent, lethargic, shit, and annoyed.... and I can't work out why? Actually I think I may be sick - yes I think I am sick. Maybe depressed. Had the option to go and have fun with someone and didn't want…
22 March 2014
Spent most of the morning racking my brains trying to remember who I went to church with recently on a Sunday afternoon... I think it has now come to me that it was my friend Parvel... but the annoyance at myself for not remembering. This was after a gift they gave me from the…
22 February 2014
Gav - the Policeman and amazing friend of mine (and much more!) died in October. I still find it hard to get through the days. Everyday I think about him - sometimes it's just a small thought.... others it's like today where I am pretty much in tears and have to go and occupy…
26 September 2013
After weeks of arranging the day had finally come. I was finishing work early, the car was packed with plenty of toys to play with and I was so pumped up and horny I was surprised I hadn't already blown my load through excitement. I jumped in the car and raced round the motorway…